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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

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NgJoey, 140994
Having them seems almost close to perfection; FEJ; TSA

I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming?
— Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

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Tuesday, January 26
Grave Mistake

Some things i want to make clear, before any question or what is approaching.
I cried cause :
I knew that i said the wrong things,
I didn't know what to do and felt superb lost, not knowing the reasons at all.
I want to find a chance to sinecely apologise to you for what i had said.
I knew that, that sentence i said hit you so hard that i was the cause of the reason.
That sentence can never be taken back.
I don't want hatred to start between us two, including the rest of the peeps.
It was my fault.
I felt guilty.

& i don't meant anything when i said that, i'm seldom a person which says bad things that make people hate me. Yes, even if i do i mean no harm or offence. If i knew the reason when i even first step into the music room, i won't even bother to even ask/say things about you, cause we knew the reason. But no one told me, i almost didn't turned up for practice is not only because of my SC, or busy things i'm involved with, but is afraid things like this will happened like today. & being in there makes me feel isolated sometimes, sometimes friends for almost past years don't really know the true self of one person. Afterall, my personalities is like that, straight forward and open. But i don't mean harm or offence when i say that. & I think the joke i said was a little too overboard, and yes it does pissed people off, but everyone got different personalities. The word UGLY, seriously didn't even crossed my mind when i first saw you. It came to my mind that what happened, and the comment i gave was extra. But i really got nothing to say to you, i'm not really asking for much but just a forgiveness. Maybe your're at your lowest, but i think everyone has ups and downs in life. But right here, i apologising to you openly cause i think thats nothing to hide. Is alright if you feel that this post is bullshit/rubbish. But i'm extremely guilty, and i don't know how to face all of you on Friday.

I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE SAID.
Guess is not even a better day for me, and i don't feel belong althought trying hard to make effort to come. But it seems like its not what i expected. Mayb we need time to adjust within ourselves. I think thats the answer, sorry TSA.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta get up right on your feet